Merry Christmas!!!!

Another one of my serious posts because i'm a drama-fag.

I've been thinking a lot.
As the days pass by, and i see how terribly alone i am, i question why i still keep going.
I don't just do that now, i do that every time i realize it again.

I question my reasons to keep going, and more importantly, how i do it.
Everyone has left me, i have no one i can see, hear or feel, just this screen.
The screen, this exact monitor.
I stare at it mindlessly, waiting for more text to appear, from the only people that do still talk to me.

Looking at the screen, i think: "Isn't is funny that the only people that still want to talk to me, are at least an ocean away?"
I question that too, does everyone hate me because of my looks?
Am i that ugly? Do i smell bad?

Thinking about all this, i still don't understand how and why i'm still continuing.
Am i expecting a brighter future? Am i expecting everyone to just change their minds and suddenly like me?
I know some people think they understand it all, but that's wrong.
They are loved, their personality is picture perfect, they can be friends with anyone they want if they try.

I'm bound to stay in solitude, the dark, quiet, cold room, with only the screen granting it that little shine.
I keep going, and i don't know why.
I must really be an idiot.

I never seem to stop, even at the times i know i should.

A cold hard truth about how I feel. Episode II

I really really hate when people coward their way out in life.

What I mean is the people who don't take responablity with their actions, place blame on others and never set up on their faults.

This little moment had something to do with work.

A cold hard truth about how I feel. Episode I

I just wish that the people who piss me off would just vanish, I would be more than happy to remove them from the face of the existence myself.

A good piece of news from me?!

Ok cool you all paying attention?
Alright then we shall begin.
My whole weekend started by going to my mates house so we could do fireworks night and the go to thorpe park (theme park)

Ok fireworks night for those of you unaware is the british celebration of paralment not getting blown up (dont ask)
But if you were british you'd also know that at this time of the year theres 3 different weather: Rain, fog or wind.This year we got RAIN.
It pored it down and we got soaked as my mates ben and shaun tried their hardest to set the fireworks off.
Where as i stayed with the ladies and little kid ben and jess have, ryan.

so fireworks night got canceled,no big woop.

next day we went to the theme park and did many things went on many rides (including getting soaked by a water ride twice..i got wet on the ride then walked out as the wave hit from the next car, i was in the middle of it too).

so yeah long trip there and home and later shaun had a date with the girl from fireworks night so It was me ben and jess on the way home.

Then they asked it.

They asked if i would be godfather to their son ryan.

I was shocked when i heard them ask...i couldnt speak and we all know i have a loud voice.

i responded with a "i'd be honored"

so yeah.I'm gonna be a godfather

Lost Book

So I was going through my old stuff and behold....

Super Meat Boy: The torture game thats meaty enough to love

Here, have some music to listen to while you read, you won't be disappointed.

A hobby of mine

As you may know, as a hobby of mine I like to write review scripts of games as you may of read two of mine here. I have many others that I wrote, but never posted.

What you may not of known that I actually did write some video game review scripts. I wrote one on Fable 2, FF XIII and Monster Hunter Tri. These scripts are completed just not shot because of lack of tv capture device and decent camera.

I did actually write a first draft of Sonic 4, and as a little treat for you here it is.

Sonic 4 Video Review First Draft Script

Rest in peace pokemon silver

This is a sad day for me and i'l explain why.

The internal battery has run dry.

This means that finally my save data for 8 years has been lost.

So i bid you a fond fairwell pokemon silver, you gave me hours of fun and a adventure i surely will never forget.

There was many things i still had left to do on your little cartridge.

And so many of our old friends lost.

I remember first time i sent all my original pokemon onto you and i later created a army of clones.

Goodbye mew and mewtwo army you will be missed.

And i also remember raising my feraligator to level 100 with no rare candys,

swimming on the whirl pool islands,

catching a shiny crabby and a shiny hoothoot,

and many other adventures we enbarked on.

So thank you little cartridge you gave me so much fun and... goodbye

Pokemon Silver 2001-2010

Oh god, at Six Flags?

An even more important message

I love all of you guys,all of you. Don't matter what is going on i'm glad i'm a friend to everyone of you

That is all go back to the normal programming of stuff of randomness

Totally important message.

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Just so you know.

Do me a favour guys

Ok here's the low down, at the end of the year im gonna be made redunndant due to the company Moving to an inexcessesable place.

Your all proberly thinking "why isnt karl sad by this?"

Well to be honest the only thing im gonna miss from my job is the freinds i made during that time But i can contact them via other means if you get my drift.

No the problem I'm gonna have is finding a new job.

What with jobs being extremely hard to get nowadays

Now what i ask of you guys is that at januarary which is a few months away and im on my pc all day Remind me every so often to look for a job cause i proberly forget.

I can be rather forgetful at times

Besides if im pestered about it i'l normally do something about it just to get a easy life.

Don't feel bad about my situation trust me work has been a massive pain and i can't wait actually,if there wasnt a job recession for so frigging long i wouldnt of stay past a year alone.

so yeah.thats all i ask guys thanks in advanced.

They say telling the truth helps, i call bullshit, this hurts.

I'm not gonna make a whole long story out of this...not now.
Basically, Naomi and Alice aren't here anymore.

Naomi has been gone for 6 months, Alice for 5, and Yvonne is stuck in some 24/7 school, and i only really am able to talk to her in the weekend, if she isn't busy in other shit.
Naomi and Alice are still alive, of course, don't worry.
It's just...shit happened, and i haven't really spoken to them since...only on MSN about 4 hours a month.
Me and Naomi aren't together anymore either..

I'm sorry for misleading you, i'm sorry for probably having triggered a lot of painful memories and emotions...
I'm sorry for pretty much everything i have said during the past 6 months...
I just...didn't want you to worry about me..

I don't ask you to forgive me, i'm not asking you to stay my friend after this either, if you don't want to anymore..
...I'm just....sorry.
So terribly sorry...

Just please, if you still manage to care about me at all after this, don't worry..please.

The pro-est non-rant.

So i'm trying this because i can.

Uhh..

I HAVE NOTHING TO BITCH ABOUT EXCEPT MY COUNTRY
SO I'LL DO THAT

Being a fantastic contributorator kinda person.

Yup.

The greatest improv of all time

O.k ...brace your self people its a big one.

Ready? Then here we go.

STEAM CARDS GOOOOOOOO

Theres mine, i'll get the others some other time
Got to go do an experiment over at Black Mesa, they say its really important, and i'm gonna be late!

Edit: The experiment unleashed aliens all over the place, so if you see a headcrab on the road, you know why.
ANYWAY, HERE ARE THE REST:






I either get a "steamID not found" or "SteamID is private" for the rest, so yeah.

abandonment of ustream

due to some people no longer being on ustream and instead only being able to get theyre attention via steam we have also moved onto steam due to the fact we can also play games together on said place and if you so wish us to be on ustream just let me (karl) know of this and im sure i can persuaid the others to go onto the ustream chat also this blog has been rather quiet seeing as i rarely post due to a boring and quiet lifestyleas for others im sure theres reasons

Time to vent yesterday's anger.

Why is it that people playing free games are so stupid? Specifically Gang Garrison 2.
Half the public players I see roll Spy 24/7 and do nothing but stab hoping to get a random kill, and those who don't barely grasp the controls since they haven't read the readme and never plan to since anything that tells you what to do in order to actually play is stupid and a waste of time.

Going Medic for a team like this is infuriating. Usually a good number of them are spies meaning they're constantly invisible, mostly useless and get in the way of healing people capable of actually doing something. Those who are something other than Spy tend to forget they have a Medic helping them and make the Medic absorb every single hit for them, that charge you worked so hard for is now gone because some idiot can't take one rocket for the medic feeding him extra health.

Other Medics aren't much better, unfortunately a Medic is hard to come by in the first place, which is why bad Medics are that much more frustrating. I tend to get stuck with all the incompetent Medics and as a Heavy main, that can be devastating. Tanking rockets and scattershots for a Medic who's too busy healing a full health Pyro doing fuck all happens to me far too often than it should.

Rocketspam... Oh boy, Rocketspam...
Single worst thing ever. In quite a few maps you'll find a decent length hallway with a low ceiling, if you get trapped in there with a Soldier you're screwed. Even worse when there's more than one. Some maps have an overabundance of these hallways, and seeing as Soldier is the second most popular class, you'll more often than not find yourself facing an impenetrable wall of rockets on default maps such as Dirtbowl and Classicwell. Not even a Heavy Medic combo is enough to stop rocketspam.

Sentry nests, the only thing more infuriating than a stationary aimbot is five of them plus their owners piled on top of the intel. This bullshit is extremely difficult to take on without an uber, which you'll often find yourself without seeing as you're either without a Medic or stuck with a complete idiot as one.

Most players playing Spy are the most incompetent and useless players I've ever seen, doing nothing but getting in the way of friendly Snipers and stabbing in place. The most I've ever seen a pubbie Spy do is reset the intel timer and die shortly after taking it to a place where their team has a harder time reaching it.

That's all for now, I had a lot more but I can't seem to remember it now.

You lie!

It's only sleeping. Don't wake it or else everything breaks loose.

D:<

my fanfic:what the watcher has seen

ok warning for those of you unaware of the charcter in marvel comics go here
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uatu

k this is something i thought about during work and dont judge it too harsh

On a lighter note....

Don't worry Monti, we're always here for you!

And to cheer everyone up... i've done some adding to the blog... (clicky the read more)

Rage: Yes it is important.

As you may know in our tiny chatroom, we have our rage moments and some of them to the extreme. I do have some of my rage momments, but I quickly shake them off and live for another day. But for the first time in Luis chatroom, I actually Rage "Rage", I never felt anything like it, I was so mad, I really felt like to murder someone. This Rage is cause by a certain video game reviewer that shall not be name.

But this isn't the point of the blog, this is all about how we react the rage of other people. Many people get annoyed and piss when some one rages, however I generally don't. We all have our rage moments that we can not control, in fact it over comes us, makes us do or say things that we don't mean and I understand how rage makes us act, and I understand it more since I experence first hand tonight. But...I never question one some one rages, nor do I get ignored not to the extend of me bitching about it. I just nod my head and try to understand how that person is raging. I could blame my empathy because of it, since its more of a curse then anything, heck I even have nightmares that something bad happen to Luis or one of my friends on chat and I wake up crying.

So I rage "rage" for the first time and I still can't get over it even when I'm typing right now, the fact is when someone is raging, try to understand what that person is going through. After all we are rage on something or someone we are passionate about.

Anyway I hope you guys read this, because I never told you guys this, but I actually am sick...pretty damn sick. I have a tumor in my body that is unremoveable and it is slowily growing in my body killing me. However that never stop me for having fun with my friends, playing games or work for a living. But as I blog this right now, I slowly feel that Im wasting my life here and I need to filful my dreams or else, they are just dreams.

I guess you can say this as a 'see you later', or 'I be right back.' But I won't leave just like that, but I won't be online as often.

This is nothing to do with you guys, as chessy as this sounds. Its more of me that is the problem and I need a way to fix myself before I can come back 'restore' or 'level up' or any one gaming lines.

But my line is this.

"I'll be back someday when my mind isn't so screw up..."

The Sky Crawlers Innocent Aces

A Daimond in the Rough Skies:

Being a big fan of anime film The Sky Crawlers and flight games, The Sky Crawlers Innocent Aces grabbed my attention quickly as I glance and the single shelf space of wii games that my local video store had to offer.

In fact I'm begining to really enjoy Xseed, the people reasonable for getting Rune Factory Frontier, Little King Story, and Fragile Dreams, games which I really enjoyed and I will be doing a review on it. I seem to always forget Namco as they do make games that I enjoy, like this one.

So back to Innocent Aces, this game has a well balance of dog fights, story telling and has a great OST. Although the storyline maybe a little timid with 18 missions that this game has to offer, however it is enough to keep you playing and enjoy some of the characters and the interaction between them.

War...has Changed...

Like the film Sky Crawlers(a good film), this game takes place in an alternate past where everyone lived in a peaceful world with out a fear of war. However, some greedy corporations bastards decide to make money from war profits and create meaningless battles as they get funded, to keep the war going and money flowing. They invest in genetic technology that created child like soilders that can only be killed in battle.

Argh You Have Any More Vomit Bags?:

This game fully uses the motion controls you use tilt the nunchuck to move up or down and side to side. While you use the wii-stick to speed up or slow down. But don't worry this game does give you the option to change your control setting so you can just use the Analog stick to move your plane around. Amazingly this game also supports the Wii Classic Controller and the Gamecube Controller as well, so it gives you the slight feeling of playing Ace Combat, another title by Namco.

All Wings Report In:

You play as a member of army squad code name Lynx, one of the members of Cougers. Those you are famliar with the Combat Aces shouldn't have a problem with this game as they are simliar at certain levels. However this game has a system called the Tactical Maneuver Commands or TMC for short, during dog fight you can quickly do some maneuvers that wii get you out of harms way and get you closer to your target. This maybe simliar to other flight games like Star Fox, but there is one thing that is cool. During a dogfight where you are 'chasing' your tagert there is a TMC guage that characers into certain levels, at a certain level yo press the TMC action and you see a cinemac event where you plane does some epic manevers and you end up with a perfect position to take your target out. This may be cheap yes...but in later levels you welcome this feature with open wings.

The game has unlockable planes and weapons that you can customize before a misson giving you some freedom. Nothing more fulfilling on taking out enemies with a rainbow coloured plane.

All I wanted to do is fly..

Overall I really enjoyed this game, it did take me awhile to get used to the wii motion controls and taking down your targets can be a chore in the later levels, and the game is short, you can beat it in a day if you wanted to.

Also if you did see the Sky Crawlers Movie... then the ending is a nice treat.

Next Up: Rune Factory Frontier.

Prince of Persia: "The Forgotten Times"

So I was a local video store this early morning to see if there was anything out that looked interesting. Load and behold Prince of Persia Forgotten Sands grabbed my attention, maybe beacuse I just recently seen the movie(pretty decent for a video game movie and thats saying alot) is why I decided to rent the game. The Wii verison is the only one that was on the shelf as the others were rented out so bare in mind if there is any differents when it comes to came gameplay.

this is jesus puppy, any questions?

blogblog

UDRAMA

ok..now rant time again from the k-man here basically the main chat we all know and love has become a breeding ground for drama and strangely enough its not an outsider either its us.
Yes us...
now to go into further details ill admit im not innocent in this either many atime ive created drama for no good reason but anyway..

We Dig Giant Robots

It's no secret, I love mechs.
Big mechs, small mechs, transforming mechs, combining mechs, bipedal, quad-legged...

They're just so fucking cool.

This has, of course, been brought on by my playing of Armored Core: For Answer which allows me to make these badass walking death machines.
Anything from a GN Flag or Gurren Lagann to Metal Gear REX.

Blah, I don't have much else to put in this post. I just really wanted to say how much I love mechs and how awesome Armored Core: For Answer is.

And just for that, It goes under "Fancy Tweeting You." :v

metal gear obsession

Ok round 2 of karls obseesion games corner

The Legend of Obsession: Ican'tthinkofawittytitle

(You don't know how long it took to think of a title, and im posting this on a ipod touch, hell yeah.)

So after a long time with playing Sonic, i had an urge to play Legend of Zelda, after i beat one i had to play another, it was awesome and weird at the same time, i dont get it, its like it has some magical obsession powers where you cant stop playing, I NEED HELP BADLY AHHHH BUT ITS SO FUN WITH THE PUZZLES AND THE SWORDFIGHTING AND STUFF ITS SOOO GOOD

... I maybe it'll end soon... Hopefully.
Then maybe more Sonic

... I don't know what else to say, so yeah.

my grand theft auto problem

Ahhh now when i was growing up my brother and i shared consoles and the last console we shared before he moved out was the ps1 and by then we had got tekken 3,metal gear sython filter and some other games due to a magazine giving out a demo of them.

we enjoyed these games but one day my brother was playing a game id never seen before i was like whats this lee? he was like oh this is gta he let me try it for a little while i found the burp/fart button after that i knew this was my style of game and by then i was hooked on the driving blowing stuff up and general mayhem id drive over the broken bridges speed style and even found the bus that gives you a speed mission of stay at a certain speed or die and after playing this there was gta london automatcially i bought it and enjoyed them take the mick out of london things style wasnt my cup of tea due to it being ska and stuff from the 60's but fun none the less.

I love the pain!

(What? My first official post should be Sonic, dammet!)

Right, so after 10 long years of playing this game, and stopping, i have finally beat the story mode of Sonic Shuffle (ITS A CHILDRENS CARD GAME HOLY CRAP). While the computer players may cheat and take the best card, know how to do anything, and basically stay better than you most of the time, I still love this game. Why? I don't know either, but i still love it.

It's either the fun-ness of the minigames, the cel-shaded graphics, or just the badassery of Super Sonic, but i still love it.

Except the Accident mini-game with the crocodiles and button mashing, that one can burn in hell, darn impossible for me.


And now i go back to my current Legend of Zelda obsession, i don't know why either.

- Your friendly neighborhood Joe4

Oh my...

It seems as if today I'm experiencing sudden bursts of proper writing, which is quite odd considering most of the time in the chat I purposefully act like an illiterate twat. Posting what one may describe as walls of text and confusing people with my excessive verbiage... I just can't seem to stop. Perhaps it has something to do with the wonderful works of Douglas Adams about Arthur Dent and company as they journey through space, or maybe I've finally went mad. Probably the latter of the two, quite frankly I'm surprised it took this long.

These random bursts have also made me come off as delightfully british, which makes a little sense considering I had just recently rediscovered the wonders of a good cup of tea in the morning.

I seem to be having far too much fun with the labels for this post.

Oh man

Contributing to taking over the wo--
Destruction of manki--
A new world orde--

....
This blog. <.< >.>

Make that 6 posts

That's 1 post every 10 minutes!

IMA CONTRIBUTING TO THE BLOG!

OH YES I AM! >.> <.<

cat planet

cat planet

~LightEffexor

And so it begins

Today marks the day, that we shall RULE THE BLOGGING WORLD! WE ARE SPREADING OUT AND CONQUERING ALL THAT WE PASS.

Basically meaning we're just gonna rant about games, our day, life, more games, and a whole lotta games.

Games.

- Joe

karls day today

ok so i went to work even tho i woke up late and couldnt have a bath due to lack of time i did wash my hair its getting abit eww atm but anywa went there and worked my shift of picking which is basically walk through a warehouse with a cage and getting items from the area it says and putting in the cage so someone can pack it and send it to someone but anyway got my food before hand from shop and basically tucked into em while working and then my manager told me i cant eat in the ware house and i was like "well tell the other supervisor that" and she was like i dont care im telling you i walked away at that... anyway later we hit target early which is bad news cause it means we go packingbut luckly my supervisor got me cleaning up,luckly i say..little did i realise that sweeping 2 warehouses is alot of hard work anyway got out on time and walked home when i came across my old freind from school phil and he was apparently going to a party but didnt know the town well,i dont either but i knew if he was gonna get lost id make it worse for him xDso yeah walked him there and went back to the train station and found out the next train was gonna be 40mins >.<>.<>:/ well thats my day anyway boring huh?